Today
is a snow day, something I will never stop being excited about despite the fact
that I am 22 years old. There is almost
a foot of snow, no one has touched our streets, and the weather channel is
telling us that the worst storm won’t even come until 5:00 tonight (so
hopefully snow day tomorrow to make it a 4 day weekend?). Right now I am settling in to a day of warm
foods, snow ice cream (an old family recipe), and alternating between writing
my thesis and watching Netflix. Life is going
to be pretty great today.
But
at the moment, it’s yesterday I’m thinking of.
The day before a potential snow day is hyperactive compared to the snow
day itself. People running to the stores
(I witnessed empty bread and egg shelves at price chopper), everyone giving
contradictory weather reports, and just the general buzz of speculation,
excitement, doubt, and dread in a few cases (to those people, I say “Grinch.”).
Yesterday
was also the day of the graduation fair.
My classmates and I filled out forms for our cap and gown sizes,
contemplated how much we actually wanted to spend on announcements, and chatted
with career services about our plans for next year…or lack thereof.
As
we wait to hear back about Alumni Service Corps (me, I’ll talk more about that
later), Physicians Assistant school or volunteering in Costa Rica (my roommate
Elizabeth), or a job at Visitation elementary school (my roommate Anne), the
emotions are similar to that of waiting for a snowstorm (though unfortunately I
don’t think life after college is like a snow day). Some people—like those who hear about classes
cancelled early—are celebrating their acceptance into Boston College’s social
work graduate program (my roommate Emma…and with a full tuition scholarship!). Others are dreading the difficulties that
storms and graduation brings, and others are as ready for the next adventure as
a kid for a snowball fight…and most of the time we are a mix of all of these
things.
Life
next year is a storm brewing, and we wait, we dread, we wonder, we pray for
what the next stage will be. I remember
so clearly my graduation from high school and I am thinking all the cliché things
one thinks when looking back—it seems so close, but I have grown so much, will
I look any better in these graduation pictures than some of those atrocious old
ones?
But
we are ready. Elizabeth absentmindedly
tells me about medical terms that I find on paintings I’m looking through for
an art show without even having to look up from her homework. Anne grills me about grammar while she is
making a test for her student teaching class and I pass with flying
colors. Emma patiently explains to us
the difference between cognitive and behavioral psychology when we have no idea
what she is talking about for her capstone.
Most days we are excited for what we will do…we are the storms brewing! Gathering strength for four years and ready
to break on the world! At least, that’s
what I tell myself on good days.
But
today, no graduation fair, no applications, no brewing my own storm…the only
thing that is brewing is a big breakfast with with my roommates and a day of enjoying
the snow and the happiness of being a college student whose classes are
cancelled…
Snowpocalypse
Future social worker and future physicians assistant on a snow day...auspicious beginnings
A little throwback to the high school graduation. Here's to hopefully getting better educated and more photogenic after four years...
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